hongs told me that i seldom gush about people. i didn't realise until she told me.
seriously, i've never been vaguely side-tracked/distracted in this way before. NEVER.
and i cant help but wonder why.
breath of fresh air, maybe?

this MUST stop! -tries to brainwash self-

i cant help but be pulled back into the sense of comfort, that feeling of security, becos though it seems like i may falter anytime, the arm will always lift me back up.

caught Batman with Jeff Simon & Gerald over the weekend, before Simon left for his...eagerly-awaited hongkong trip.
Batman was great probably cos i didn't have high expectations. Ironman was different la...didn't like it much, too much hype surrounded the show and everything.
Talked to Simon, told him soo much within those few minutes we spent milling around lookin for cakes and savouring ice cream..
Lets just say.. it happens even to the best of us.
this week has been kinda lacklustre, as compared to last. i laughed so MUCH last week, that i wasn't used to being quiet and mellow and stuff.

weekend at Meritus Mandarin was awfully relaxing i must admit. i didn't think about anything at all. just had the time for ourselves. cleared my mind of alot of stuff seriously. bought 4 assorted cakes at canele and a rose. been quite a while since i indulged like that..
headed out to play pool for a while at..guess where! MONSTERCUE. HAHAHAHA.
i think the last time i went there was at least 4 yrs ago. SO LONG AGO!
so we took a nice stroll down orchard road, visited the shophouses behind Rouge at Centrepoint. Quaint in a way...
Top of the M is replaced by Chatterbox Coffeehouse, which serves daily breakfast for tourists, or in my case, hotel-stayers. Kinda missed the revolving restaurant thingy though. I remember musicians coming to each table, asking for dedications and they'll play right at your table for you. THAT was brilliant. love it love it LOVE IT.
Walked around Orchard & Suntec for a while, and decided on having dinner at Imperial Treasure. Not bad, although i can't tell the difference between good and bad chinese food. That shows how much of a food critic i am huh.
Another great weekend!

i just love to feel the comfort and warmth radiating from people around me. makes me very satisfied and at ease. love the feeling.

after a good night's rest, i woke up clearer today. its like you kept clouding my thoughts, and suddenly its sunshine after the rain. cliche but yes..

I believe that, we can be extraordinary together rather than ordinary apart

its been a whirlwind of a week.
monday was dinner at sushi tei in holland v with jeff marcus & simon.
i have not seen jeff for really long!
tuesday was the norm, tuition til 9.
wednesday.. had dinner with hongs at crystal jade in holland v and pool til late with tong simon jeff gerald and josh ee. reminded me of the times we pooled endlessly at safra bukit merah and mambo billiards. it was hilarious man. we used to be really good at pool actually. due to a few years of non-practice, everything went down the drain!
thurs, tuition again
friday was a blast man! drinks at indochine along club st with the usual ppl, with brian (jason's bro) and motohide (jason's fren from dunno how freakin long ago) joe was quite gone so he didn't join us when we went Tabs. Taboo was fun although it kinda freaked Brian out man. Moto was cool although he got groped by a few peeps.
was so tired that the girls went straight home without supper. i had creative writing the next day man!

so sat, after work, i headed home to get some shut-eye.. slept for 2 or 3 hours then headed out to Vivo. met hongs on the bus, we were STARVING. met Jason's sis, Debra, and Moto's brother, Kimi. I swear Kimi has the nicest hair. NATURAL. really straight and shiny and everything. had spizza for dinner, and the Ursula pizza we ordered was great! had salmon and stuff. grabbed sashimi after that from cold storage. headed to cafe del mar in sentosa after that to chill. serena joined us after a while. tried a lot of new stuff man, Jagerbomb was good! probably because there was red bull in it. i'm still a sucker for shooters. :)
i died when jason and moto started singing and strumming imaginary guitars. they could harmonise really well! surprising though. i've never heard my guy frens sing, so it was cool.
i think hongs and ser were quite appalled when we started singing and humming bubblegum pop tunes, m2m..the corrs... the list goes on and on.
headed home again in the early morning with hongs, taxi fares killed me.

managed to sleep in on sunday morning, although my relatives woke me up with the ruckus they were making at my place. yawn. met my bf in school for a while, before heading down to town to meet hongs jason moto and brian. dahui surprised hongs when he showed up in town :) wanted to head to ice cold for hoegarden but it was CLOSED. so walked down to Timbre where there was a really cool live band! hongs and dahui left first, then sabrina. so i was in 2 minds about whether i shud head on home, or head to jason's place. decided on the latter.

we played this really cool card game, Circle of Death. it sounds really morbid and everything but it actually isn't! we get to make rules and sabo people. DAMN FUNNY LA. Debra was killing people when she was the snake-eye. was difficult to avoid her gaze cos she was in front of me! Kimi killed us when he was the question master... alot of "maybe?" "right?" and "yes sir?" super funny man. When Kimi was also the thumb master, i think everyone died man. he was so sneaky with it! moto and i got caught so many times! Moto was tryin to catch me when he was the snake eye, but i tried not to turn to my right man. could have died. so we saved each other's ass on Monday night man. thank GOD.

the funniest was when Kimi got the category card, and he chose birds. so it went on and then it was Moto's turn. he had this panic-stricken look on his face, put his hands up to show a bird flyin, and said "jeem". it means "bird" in Vietnamese man! we almost died laughing! its gonna be a legend..every single time i think about it i crack up! Jason killed me when it was random word time. he said syphilis, and i started laughing i couldn't think of anything! SERIOUSLY SYPHILIS! had so much fun ... everytime i got asked a question by the question master, i'll just ask "what did you have for lunch?" it was so random it was funny!
but Joe's line of "where is george bush" was totally retarded!
Brian and John kept getting pwned due to Brian's rule of no swear words. really funny man John's expression. There was so much funny stuff that happened throughout all 4 nights..

before i got into the cab, he kept telling me that i'll be fine. think i was too worried. he told me that i shouldn't worry too much. somehow, it was really comforting.
too many things that i wanna say here...but i can't. maybe i don't even know what to say..



i just know the last five days were AWESOME.